I haven’t written a blog post since November 2017. And looking back at it, I feel somewhat ashamed but I also understand why I just couldn’t put pen to paper (or fingers to keyboard in this case).
I was definitely a mess for a while after my missed miscarriage. And if I have to be honest with myself, I don’t know if I’ll ever be fully over it and I don’t think I should push myself to be. I am always thinking about what could have been especially since our baby’s due date has come and gone.
On the other hand, things are definitely looking up.
Over the past few months, I have enjoyed dates and outings with my husband and family.
Spent time hanging out with my pets.
Had a blast at my 10th high school reunion.
I also joined a Pilates studio.
And tons of other things.
The biggest news I wanted to share is that we found out that we were expecting once again. Our baby is due in November 2018 and I couldn’t be more happy, excited, afraid, and overwhelmed by the journey we are about to take. I am hoping to recap all of the bigger milestones and stumbling blocks that I have experienced so far and I pray for smooth sailing from here on out. I am also hoping to make improvements on the blog as time goes on so please stay tuned for that.